So this is phenomenal: exactly the shit that I needed to see to get the ball rolling again. There is not excuse for my unproductivity. It's easy to forget how I used to view art and representation, how I was in some ways on the William Hung side of things, though not really, but how removed from all that striving I now am in the daily drudge to survive. If ever there was a definition of byt, then this is it.